Aching

Yearning for so many things...I can't quite put my finger on them all....

*friendships that used to be like the old times
*a standard that is so far beyond me
*so much fulfillment
*the sweet sound of a violin *the relaxation of the holidays
*the work i'm going to fit in during the holidays
*getting back to melbourne (having not even left it yet....)
*seeing so many people
*catching up with people i haven't seen in years.... *sleeping
*acceptance, direction, guidance, love.................isn't that what we all want?
*playing opportunities
*hope that these ventures go well *success for the activities

It all causes that dull ache in the heart. I can't quite place what it is really. I just know it's there, but am at loss for the remedy....