Monday, September 09, 2013

Australia has spoken

Please know that the following is very out of character. Most of the posts on this blog are about my personal journey with life, music and friends, guided by God and a sense of curiosity. And anybody who really knows me knows that I don't have much to say about politics, though I usually listen. However, my first foray into the unusual shall be this, and while I realise the internet is a place for lively debate, I hope you will accept that I will not enter into correspondence about the political debate, and this post is merely my reflection on the reactions concerning the outcome of the election. I will point out here that I am a Christian, I am trained as an economist; I also care about society (including, but not limited to the arts and the environment), am deeply saddened by many injustices in the world today, am an immigrant to this country and am open to ideas and well-thought out arguments. Which does not necessarily mean I agree with you.

So on Saturday, Australia voted and we elected a Coalition government. The flurry of dismay, outrage and anger that has littered social media has been something I've found quite distressing. Then I saw two little glimmers of moderation, which the authors have been willing to share with their friends (or 'friends') and the wider world.

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What they have said captures what I have been thinking about, that we are indeed all different, have different preferences and have the freedom to vote in whichever way we like. In addition, I would like to add the following thoughts:

1. It is a privilege to have mandatory voting in this country. In other parts of the world, you are not allowed to vote, for example, if you are a female. Our system, however flawed you believe the results to be, is also a system that is quite good. It is governed by a body that is separate from the government so that corruption and election fraud is not an issue. I am thankful that my country sees me as a valuable member of society who is entitled to a vote in a democratic nation.

2. Even if I don't agree with the policies (and the only thing I'll say here is that I think it very sad that foreign aid is to be cut), I am thankful that I don't get shot by the government for disagreeing. I don't fear for my life for saying in a public forum that I don't agree, or even hate something.

3. "But that's why we shouldn't be cutting foreign aid, because there are other people in this world who don't have this luxury! We shouldn't be turning boats back!" I hear some cry. I believe that running a country is extremely complex. There are so many issues. I'm not advocating one policy over the other. But I hope you know that it's super hard, and I wouldn't want to attempt to run this country with so many complex issues that all vie for attention, funding and solution. I know this won't be a satisfactory remark for some. But consider how complex the issues are. I don't believe there are any easy solutions when asked to run a country.

4. I find it utterly deplorable that so many of my friends on social media have descended into calling their fellow citizens awful names based on their political preferences. We're all different. We all vote differently because of a whole host of reasons. To pass judgement on individuals based on that one choice is fairly narrow. To call people disgusting, stupid, appalling and all sorts of other names that are not worth repeating (and offend me) is childish and unhelpful. We are still a nation together. Just because others don't agree with your views does not make them any less of a human. We're all created equal and all humankind deserves and demands respect. If you wish to delete me because I disagree with your political views, you can; I would like to express my sadness at losing such a friendship and suggest that maybe you'll be worse off for it.

5. I find it disturbing that a comment left on a swinging voter-friend's FB status was, "The only Christian way to vote is Labor." I am disappointed that one feels the need to demand a particular voting preference if one is to identify as Christian. There are many factors that go into voting. John Dickson wrote a fab article on the factors that a thinking Christian (which should be ALL of us!) should consider when casting a vote.

6. I would like to point out that unless you are in his electorate, one does not vote for Tony Abbott. Or Kevin Rudd. We vote for a party to represent us. Perhaps some of the Liberal candidates were better. Perhaps people didn't want their Labor candidate to represent them. This is the preferential system. We're not electing a supreme leader. I am thankful for this - we're not electing a dictatorship (consider the irony of this statement!!).

7. I am confident that most politicians do not get into politics to get famous. Nor use it as a platform to say whatever they like. Politics is obviously a very public and scrutinised life. I very much appreciated Julia Gillard's resignation speech, particularly when she spoke of politicians who work extremely hard and for the service of this country, which I believe to be true. Sure, perhaps there are some who are giving politics a stab who aren't ready for that life, but I'm confident that nobody in such a high position such as the role of Prime Minister is there to do anything except serve their country and to lead it forward in a way that they, and their party, see fit. 

8. To all those who now wish to leave this country or stay elsewhere that allows you freedoms X, Y and Z: you are allowed to do so. Because your government lets you. Unless you pose a significant criminal risk or something else highly dangerous or suspicious, we as Australians are fortunate to be able to go outside our borders to explore the world and see what it's like. I am disappointed that people think that somehow their government is the sole reason for the shame that it is to be Australian. I might not like the government nor its policies, but I am also a citizen of Australia and a beneficiary of many good things of this country. I enjoy a high standard of living; even as a 'poor student' I still have my basic needs more than adequately covered, do not worry about when I will eat my next meal, have a bed to sleep in and do not fear for my safety beyond taking appropriate caution (as one would anywhere). I can hear the protests. See point 3. My point here is that I am still thankful for this country, so for those to say, "This country is stupid (replace with strong language as necessary)", I urge you to be thankful for what you do have, because it's pretty good. And use your privileged position to fight for those who don't have a voice.

9. And for the Christian point on this, 'slavery' here as alluded to by Mr Rudd last week might be a good point to be brought up now. Because slavery in the Bible is not referring to the slavery of the African-Americans that we immediately conjure up and abhor and condemn. It also refers to the relationship between a master and a worker, and to those with and under authority. And we are commanded to submit to authority, even if we do not agree with it, providing it is not wrong (I know, big word and vagueness abounds here, but I hope its meaning is captured and understood). This does not mean we might not disagree, or protest, but it does mean we need to respect and honour still.


If for some reason, you read this and decide you no longer want to be my friend nor connected to me because of my opinions, I refer to you the end of point 4.



Monday, August 12, 2013

Learning

If there was something good, Stephanie Bannister was right when she said that we've all got things to be learning everyday. Terribly awkward interviews exposing lack of knowledge aside, I've always maintained that I could be learning lots from every day, regardless of age, prior experience or situation. It's been nice to have quite a bit of time to myself recently, to reflect, ponder and think.

A few of the things I've been thinking about, are not limited to, but include:

1. Seeing performances where there is joy.
Don't get me wrong, I love what I do. I love the physical sensation of actually playing the piano and music; I love the rehearsal process; I love the process of getting inside the music and knowing it so well; I love the interaction with other musicians; I love the buzz of performing; I love seeing the enjoyment gained by an audience. Among other things. But it's geared towards perfection and execution, or giving an experience, or saying something profound. Which are not bad things in themselves.
But so often we forget to also have fun, because it's such a privilege to be able to do this.
I recently have been to a number of performances - which of course were not perfect, because nothing is truly ever perfect - where it has been so obvious that the performers have been enjoying themselves so much. You can see it on their faces - their smiles, their sparkling eyes. And the audience reacts in an equally positive way.
So while I'm still striving for musical and technical proficiency and depth, I'm going to try having fun too.

2. Resting.
This is a constant hard one for me! I have lost track of how many times others have made comments to me about doing lots of stuff, being busy, saying no (big one!!) and the like. On Saturday, ANAM was shut and I therefore couldn't practise there; so instead of finding an alternative, I decided to have a day off. It was wonderful. It meant that I could stay up on Friday night pottering around (having several really wonderful conversations with various friends and clearing some things around my house) and sleep in the next morning. And then slowly cook breakfast and clean my house (long overdue!) and then toddle off to a friend's concert, chill out over some food and drink and catch up, and then go to another concert with some other friends whom I hadn't seen in a while. It was great! Also, coming back from Beijing was quite a revelation re. Rest. While I was working, I realised that I wasn't doing lots of playing, nor was I sitting at a desk nor computer for many hours a day. Yes, I was also off adventuring to tourist sites and watching and listening to concerts, but I came home extremely relaxed. Probably for all those reasons, as well as having an amazing time (which I will not repeat here, for fear of this turning out to be very far from the original intended post!). I came home extremely relaxed, with pretty much no tension at all, no aches (apart from the muscles that are underused most of the time and worked hard to walk through large palaces and the Great Wall..!). So yeah, rest is important. As is not feeling guilty about not always doing work. Because I'm pretty sure we weren't made solely to do work for the entirity of our lives!

3. Going with the flow.
Again, those who know me will know that this is also hard for me. One of my friends regularly tells me I'm a control freak, which I accept and know, and laugh about. Being in places at festivals where things change, there were many unknown factors would often strike fear and stress into my heart, because I like to know what's happening as soon as possible so that I can think about it and plan around it accordingly and the like. But sometimes that's just not possible, and the worrying about it causes even more stress and fear. So when I decided that it was just easier to take each day as it comes, and go with the flow, it was suddenly chilled and really enjoyable. I'm not saying don't plan at all, but it would be helpful sometimes for me to not have to have a plan all the time. Like when I'm on public transport and I think I'm cutting it fine, and I'm sitting there looking at the clock, willing the minutes to pass by slower, or that the tram would just be able to beat the lights, or just go a bit faster, or that nobody will ask for the next stop. Because I obviously can't influence those decisions! So now I just get there as fast as public transport will take me. And that's not to say that I try to just leave it to the last minute, because we know that I wouldn't do that anyway...


I don't attempt to suggest that I am suddenly enlightened, nor have some sort of self-satisfaction about my recent experiences, nor hope to garner a few pats on the back because I've been making "progress" (whatever that might mean). In this instance, I blog because it's a useful tool for self-reflection, for articulating my thoughts in something more than concepts and waving my arms around while making gibberish sounds. Which I am sometimes inclined to do when words fail me. What are some of the things you've been learning about recently? Are you like me and struggle with the things above?

Monday, July 22, 2013

Ni hao

I have recently returned from a ten-day trip where I was the piano tutor at tutti world youth music festival, a musical and cultural experience for high school ensembles in Beijing.
I admit prior to the adventure I was extremely apprehensive and nervous about the entire thing: travelling overseas (not really by myself, but also kind of..), being a very inexperienced teacher, feeling like I was somewhere between student and professional (so what really am I??), not really knowing who my students were going to be (and what level they were), and having heard all sorts of stories about the crazy things that only China does so well. Prior to this trip, I had no desire to travel to China, despite many friends telling me that it was a crazy, fascinating and incredible place to visit.
But now having returned, WOW. I get a small sense of what my friends were talking about. What an adventure! So much has gone through my mind about the entire trip, which blogging might be useful to process, so here goes. This warning here tells you that this post is EPIC long. Seriuosly long. I don't really expect you all to read it, but you have been warned if you decide to embark on it all!

These stories will hopefully be divided into various parts, which may not be entirely chronological.
But when friends have asked me, "How was China?" I have chewed off their ears!
In brief, China was an amazing trip: musically, interpersonally, pedagogically and culturally. And more!

Musical
Pretty much all the other tutors that made up the faculty are musicians who I consider to be my teachers. And I know that learning (should) never stop, at whatever age or stage of life one is at, but you must understand that I felt pretty daunted by the idea that I might be their equals, at least in the eyes of the students. But this is the wonderful thing about tutti - it is a festival where competitiveness is seriously downplayed, and our great aim was that everybody - students, teachers and tutors - would just have an excellent week of learning. And learning not just about music, but also about other people, cultures and life in general! There were a couple of tutor lunchtime concerts through the week, so I had the chance to play some music with these wonderful people. I played the first movement of Schumann's excellent piano quintet with the wonderful Michele Walsh, Yum Williams, Jeremy Williams and Louise King. What wonderful musicians! We had lots of fun; there were spills and moments of some uncertainty, but I think the spontaneity of the music making is what I've come to know about festivals: you don't often get lots of rehearsal time so you have to be as prepared as you can be, and trust your, and the others' musicality, experience and good nature enough to let go and have fun! The tutors also played at the Welcome Banquet, in a mish-mash of pieces designed to show us all off. The last movement of Weber's Grand Duo for Clarinet and Piano definitely tested the tired and out-of-tune upright piano! All the performances that the tutors did were wonderful - they were, risky, on edge and lots of fun. There was a rendition of Haydn's trumpet concerto with mixed ensemble like you've never heard it before - including one-per-part strings, a clarinet playing the oboe, a wind section that included a recorder and saxophone, a flugelhorn, and some assorted brass. There was Telemann that had a guitar. There was Butterfly Lovers concerto with the odd assortment of us all - and it was lots of fun! It was also really beautiful to watch the conductors in action and also to talk with the other tutors about teaching methods and about the progress of their students.

Interpersonal
This is such a terrible heading, apologies...but the only term I could come up with. I had a wonderful time meeting all sorts of people. As alluded to above, it was really wonderful to meet and work with the other tutors. The teachers from the schools were also really wonderful - they have such a hard job taking their school groups on tour as they have a musical responsibility as well as a pastoral duty outside of class times! I met teachers from Queensland, Western Australia and South Africa, most of whom were just so wonderful and eager to learn themselves. One in particular that I met was actually a girl who went to the same high school as me! We had no years of cross-over but discovered that we had quite a few mutual friends! The greatest joy, however, I think, was definitely meeting so many students.They were so enthusiastic and full of excitement and were so excited to be in Beijing. The students in my class were just beautiful too. It was really wonderful to meet them all and get to know them - musically and personally. I had some excellent chats about the music that they liked to play and listen to, learnt about their schools, their cultures and some of their perceptions about music and life, including some about what they wanted to do when they got older (so full of enthusiasm and promise!). One moment in my class also happened to end up talking about toilet paper and the different types of toilet paper in different countries!

Pedagogical
The teaching experience was extremely fascinating. I was very nervous about the experience as we were unsure about what level all the students would be - we would only know when we got there. This, as you can imagine if you know me, did cause a bit of panic in me - I like to know what I'm getting myself into. This proved to be a valuable exercise to me also in letting go and going with the flow! I had five 'formal' students in my class, plus a few additions across the week, ranging from extremely competent and technically secure to those who struggled a bit with rhythm and reading forwards, and some in-between. What a mixed bag! One of the biggest challenges was finding things that might be applicable to all levels, but also in some ways it is also not hard to find things about playing (musical, physical, conceptual etc) that are applicable to all levels of students. We learnt some figure-8 warm-ups that made us look like swimmers or seriously uncoordinated humans with swinging arms. We did some breathing exercises (strangely enough applicable to playing music!). And we did some improvisation, David Dolan style! For almost all the students, this sort of improvisation was extremely new, daunting and had to be prefaced with "the world will keep on turning when you finish"! A few fabulous comments from this exercise were that it was actually quite fun, and liberating! Some students were even game enough to do it several times as they gained confidence, or wanted to experiment some more.

One of the greatest challenges for me was teaching my two Chinese students. Firstly, they were both technically extremely gifted, both young (12 and 14), and had little English! Not that this festival was about competition at all, but it was interesting to watch the two of them and to see their strenghts and weaknesses, especially in comparison to each other. I had been told by other teachers that in their previous experience with Chinese students that more often than not they were extremely competent especially technically but sometimes lacked the emotional impulse of making music (not to say that they didn't love what they did, but that their playing was mostly driven by technical mastery).  I would say that this was certainly true of my two students, and I took a fairly different approach to teaching them. They each played a solo segment in the student concert evenings, and it was interesting to see how each played and it was fairly evident what was valued in their music-making. It was also interesting to watch the reaction of the audience to their respective performances, which was very different. In the Grand Concert, we allocated them a piano duet, Ravel's Mother Goose Suite. This was, I think, a huge challenge to them as they had never played with other people before, so there are things to negotiate, like physical space, how to start together, what happens if you make a mistake and so forth. Their first read-through was very good - they read and picked up on things very quickly but it was interesting to see their personalities on show. He charged through, easily understanding complexities while where she was unable to execute, she sung along. They worked hard to put it together, finding time where they could to practise together.

Add to that the complication of me not being able to speak Chiense, and their mostly lack of English! We had one of the student volunteers from Dulwich College (where the festival classes were being hosted) translating for us, but obviously the need for a translator slows the process down, and also many things are lost in translation, including nuances and the beauties of language, which I love! For example, I suggested, "You could take more time here" which the translator then asked, "So do I say 'you should go slower here'?". "No no no!!!" was my very hearty response! So given that the Ravel is so pictorial and descriptive, I got really good at singing (well, good might be a bit enthusiastic. I'm not using it qualitatively here..) and acting and dancing around the room! I also discovered that the way that Chinese students are taught piano is very diligent and somewhat prescribed. I quickly learnt that what I sang or said was taken on with great enthusiasm, so either had to give many options on how to do something, or none; never just one, because otherwise that would be the way it was done. In asking them how they wanted to do something, I suggested, "Like this? Or like this? How do you want to do it?" I was met with a stunned revalation of, "You mean I have to choose for myself?!" I was shocked but also pleased! The other revalation of Chinese teaching was when I asked if there was anything else they wanted to play, and one of them said, "Yes, but I have to read from the book". Nothing wrong with that in my opinion!

What a pleasure it was then to hear at the end of the week that apparently they had really enjoyed my teaching, and that while their teachers usually focussed on the technical aspects of playing, I had focussed on the emotional parts of the music (what I'd like to think of as just 'the music'!) and hopefully introduced them to another way of approaching their music. Also wonderful was when students made small changes to help them in big ways. Like thinking about different fingerings, or using breathing in our music (even though we don't need to breathe to operate our instrument per se), or thinking about the pedal and how it's more than just 'on' or 'off'. The other beautiful experience for this young teacher was to have a few students return to my masterclass out of their own will - particularly those who had come with their school ensembles as another instrumentalist, or vocalist. Though they didn't have much prepared to play, we discussed music and life anyway, and they stayed anyway. In my limited teaching experience, I don't demand that students stay but invite them to if they think they can learn something from it or contribute to it. One particular student came on the last day and stayed for three hours worth, even though he didn't play much, but was able to give some feedback for other students and hopefully found some insights and thoughts to take with him in his own music-making. Another came back on successive days to just listen and learn and to discuss music and piano. I hope that I was able to inspire them all at least a bit, to consider great possibilities, to think about other ways to approach and make music and to enjoy and listen to as much as possible!

Cultural
Wow. Where does one even begin?! I think this festival is truly unique - the musical aspects are given equal importance to the cultural tour that everybody came on. And it's all about learning and sharing. This environment was incredible and beautiful - and not that my normal environment is particularly competitive or pushy (only self-driven, admittedly pretty hard) - but this had almost no trace of it and was  just a time to meet different people and experience their culture.

Beijing itself is an incredible and baffling city. Since the Olympics, so much has been built and modernised (and also in the last 20-30 years!). But at the heart of this bustling modern city is an old civilisation steeped in tradition and history. The reign of the emperor and the imperial system still looms in the Forbidden City and the Summer Palace, while the rise of Communism and the various political tales have played out in Tiananmen Square. Old sits next to new in the hutongs and you forget that you are in a modern city while lost in gardens and courtyards and halls. You feel the sense of grandeur, also your insignificance, and wonder at human ingenuity and conflict as you walk The Great Wall. You try your hand at your best bargaining skills at markets as you try to get to get the lowest price on clothes, shoes and the like. They yell at you, shouting for your business; they appear offended when you offer a significantly lower price.

Also culturally surprising was what each school brought to Beijing. The majority of the faulcty were Australian, and a few from elsewhere, like North America. The biggest surprise to me was meeting so many South Africans - students and teachers. I sometimes get lulled into this false sense that if a country also speaks English, they must have the same cultural experiences and values as me. The largest group of them was from the most exclusive school in South Africa - an all-boys all-boarding school in the English tradition. Wow, what another world they come from too! Their boys are gentlemen - they all call their teachers and elders Sir or Ma'am, and they hold open doors and stuff for others. Not done out of obligation or mockery, but out of respect and discipline. Most exemplified for me on one occasion where the faculty were a bit late to the soundcheck at the China Conservatory in Beijing and so we slipped in, and stood on the steps while there was a briefing. All the students were seated. I was happy to stand as I knew I'd probably be sitting around for much of the morning. With no prompting, two of the boys from the school got up, exited their row and said to me and another, "Ma'am, please have my seat". No questions asked.  I was very struck by them and their school - so much that I'd like to visit South Africa and visit their school and also another school in Cape Town where I had a couple of students.

Their music-making was also extremely different to ours in many ways. While it was not perfect (nobody is!) it definitely had so much life and joy that was so obvious to the audience. So much of what they performed made everybody want to dance along. Their marimba ensemble had everybody grooving. Their choir was beautiful, even though apparently they were feeling a bit nervous and apprehensive and did not expect such a overwhelming receptino from the audience. It was very funny, then, at the Farewell Banquet when a rock band from one of the Australian schools played and all the Australian students started dancing. By dancing I mostly mean standing in a group and jumping up and down in very vague time. In contrast, most of the South Africans, who obviously have groove built into them, stood awkwardly at the back trying to figure out how to dance to this music! I sat down next to one of the teachers from the school and remarked at how funny this was, and he replied with, "I have to get a photo or video of this! People won't believe it back home!". Haha.


Back to China. Maybe more chornologically here on in....

Now the whole story....(warning: is very long, just in case the above wasn't long enough!)
We travelled with China Southern Airways and were seated in Premium Economy which was actually a bit better than normal Economy. The bathroom was like a suite - there was so much space! The long plane trip provided great opportunity and time to get to know my neighbours, including the saxophone tutor who chewed my ears off! (It's okay, we became friends and I even sat next to him all the way home, so he mustn't have been that intolerable!) The layover in Guangzhou was also a meeting point for a few other tutors and it was nice to spend a little bit of time meeting and getting to know them.

The first couple of days were spent just with the faculty: to get settled into Beijing and to have some rehearsals and a bit of a plan of how we were going to run things. We were bussed to Dulwich International School, which is about one hour out of the city and has Beijing's only cricket and rugby pitches. The school has lots of space, but with the city ever-expanding, the land will probably be prime real estate very soon! We were also bussed to have lunch and dinners at various local restaurants, which at first served a Chinese cuisine so Western (maybe in anticipation of Western tastebuds?!) that we protested that we wanted real Chinese food. I will point out that our party pretty much used chopsticks for the entire trip; we're real cultured and stuff.

On the first day we met with all of the school teachers to set the tone for the entire festival, and to introduce all of us. There were so many of us, it was somewhat overwhelming to have everybody go around the room and say what their name was; I have a really leaky head so by the time we got halfway around the room I had already forgetten a lot of the names and where they were from and what ensemble they took! I targetted a couple of teachers from the schools from which I had some students. We talked a bit about their music programme, and I asked what I could be helping their students with.

We then headed off to tour a hutong and have lunch at a local family's home. The hutongs are a remaining part of old Beijing, where modernisation has not encroached. There are all sorts of alleys and roads connecting the labyrinth, and are where families used to live together in little communities. Our hutong tour guide Alice (riding a bike) led our party (following in rickshaws) through the maze and we had a home-cooked lunch, and then met the father of the family. He told us a bit about his family, and showed us some of the hand-cut paper cut-outs that adorned the ceiling of the main room. They were beautiful and intricate! We then headed off to see a tea ceremony. There were all sorts of different types of tea: jasmine, hand-rolled flower, white (NOT tea with milk!), tea that was good for skin or losing weight and so forth. Each was brewed in a different manner, in a different pot. For example, we learnt that one is supposed to pour hot water over the clay teapot to warm it up. Also, the outside is smooth but the inside is rough, in order to absorb the flavour of the tea; and one flavour of tea is for each teapot so as not to cross flavours. We were each allocated a teacup and another taller cylindrical cup into which the demonstrator poured the tea. The teacup is then placed over the cylinder and then inverted (very hot!). Then you can smell the flavour of the tea from the cylinder and roll it around in your hands to warm your hands. They were all beautiful! Of course, purchases from their shpo ensued...

We had a Welcome Dinner at the ballroom in our hotel that night where we could be in the same room as everybody: other tutors, the teachers, the students, and some supporters (mostly parents who were also on the trip. They had activities organised for them every day, and they also came to the concerts. Good holiday, huh?) There were a few speeches to welcome everybody and the faculty performed a few pieces to show us all off. We ended with a Ross Edwards piece where we were all stationed around the room.

The next day we started classes proper - I got to meet my students and they got stuck into tutti ensembles. We ate cafeteria lunch (serious downer after a few days of really good food) and then were off to our next adventure: the Summer Palace. It is as it sounds: the summer residence of the emperor. This has a long and messy history; the Summer Palace was built by the emporer to celebrate his mother's birthday but through time, had been burnt down several times. We learnt about the Dragon Lady, Empres Cixi, who was a power-hungry imperial concubine who bore a son for the emperor. She went on to control two other emperors, doing everything in her means to retain power. She killed lots of people, bankrupted the nation, dismantled the navy and unwittingly paved the way to the end of the imperial era. The Summer Palace is huge - about three times as big as Forbidden City! There is a lake, and as you walk around, you forget that this is still in Beijing, a bustling city! There is also a beautiful long corridor with paintings depicting all sorts of things, including Chinese stories and scenes, nature and traditional Chinese designs, the longest painted corridor in the world. 

At night we went to Wangfujing Street, which is a big mall with all sorts of shops - including big international chains. I have to admit that as it was so hot, we treated ourselves to Haagen-Dazs ice-cream. We wandered around as the sun set, poked our noses into a few shops and avoided getting hit in the head with flying lit helicopter toys. We also saw the Wangfujing food market, which was serving up all sorts of meat including scorpions and snake. On our way back we drove along the Avenue of Everlasting Peace, which is a road that stretches for a while and runs through the centre of Beijing. We drove past the Forbidden City and Tiananmen Square and the concert hall and all sorts of fun things in the city centre.

The next day was a full day of teaching. We definitely deserved the drinks at the end of it all! This was a long and tiring day, but also fun. Due to the nature of the programme, there would be classes in which students would be coming and going, and also students were at some liberty to pick which masterclasses they wanted to go to, particularly if they play several instruments and sing. I felt a little bit like a broken record through this day (and also the other full day of teaching) but hopefully it wasn't too boring for the students! At lunchtime, we had the first of the two faculty concerts, where I played the first mvoement of the Schumann quintet. What fun it was to revisit the piece. We unfortunately had to endure cafeteria food for dinner but enjoyed a fun student concert in the evening. We were treated to the ensembles from three of the schools. It was a long evening, with many stage changes and talking in-between, but it was also so wonderful to see the work that the students had put in and just to enjoy having music played for us. I already raved a bit about Hilton above, so needn't say too much more except that by the end they had a whole bunch of people flood onto the stage below and start dancing, and then at the end they launched into a school cheer. How's that for brotherhood?! There were also a number of ensembles from St Stephen's School in Perth and it was really lovely to see one of my students performing in so many of their groups - choirs and bands.

Tuesday was thankfully just a half day of teaching. All the masterclasses were in one hour blocks or so, with ten minutes inbetween to shuffle between activities. Each day the students also had combined tutti ensembles: either orchestra, band, vocal ensemble, big band, mixed ensemble, or guitar ensemble, or in my case, tutoring the the Piano Duo made up of the two Chinese students working on Ravel. In the afternoon we went to the Silk Market, but that day it was raining so the traffic was pretty horrendous. The journey that should have taken about an hour took almost double that! Most of the tutors this year have already been to Beijing for this festival two years ago, so many didn't want to join in (and couldn't stand the idea of more cafeteria food). Those wishing to go shopping were in the minority, so we hopped on some of the student buses to go there. Thankfully I was not the lone female tutor on the all-boys school bus! Aimee and I hit the shops eager to try out our bargaining skills. We were pretty fresh at it, sometimes doubting whether we made a good purchase or not, and getting better at our, "Oh no, too expensive" and walking away act. Only to be yelled at: "Lady, you come back here!" when they really wanted the sale. I think we did pretty well for our first go. We made a few purchases and were sporting a few shopping bags. We ran into a few of the girls around the markets, who surprisingly didn't have that much shopping. The boys on the other hand, as we clambered back onto the buses, sported shopping bags galore full of shoes, clothes, headphones and the like. It seems that the girls were in general a bit uncomfortable about bargaining but the boys seemed to take on the challenge, egging each other on: "How much did you get that for? I got it for 30. I bet I could get the next thing down to 20."

We then had dinner en masse at a restaurant and then went to see an acrobatics show. If you get the chance to see one of these in China, go! They are pretty amazing. We saw a tightrope walker (who did all manners of tumbles and even unicycled on the tightrope!), a deft juggler, dancing girls who made formations while throwing and turning diablos, a contortionist so flexible it was difficult to tell whether she was forwards or backwards, gymnasts who tumbled through hoops, guys who clambered up poles and jumped around (sounds silly, but they were rad), and the same girls with fans who also rode bikes around the stage and even stood up on the handlebars and seat while the bikes were in motion! It was an incredible show!

A second full day of teaching was up next, broken up by a quick rehearsal for the faculty for our item in the grand concert a few days later. We thankfully re-negotiated the morning masterclass times to be a little bit shorter as the traffic was pretty bad and we were late. An even longer student concert in the evening made the post-epic day drinks very well-deserved, but again, it was great to see our students perform, and hoepfully have some fun doing so! Thus ended our time at Dulwich College, which played fantastic host to us (despite the lacklustre cafeteria food).

On Thursday we had a day at the China Conservatory. The morning was taken up with soundchecks for the various tutti ensembles. The hall at the China Conservatory is beautiful; it has a beautiful sound, the sound and feeling is quite true on stage and while it is fairly sizeable, it still feel quite intimate and doesn't feel too big. We had a fairly quiet rest of the day, with a brief rehearsal in the afternoon for the faculty ensemble for the Butterfly Lovers concerto, complete with cuts and all. The Grand Concert was that night, and the product of the hard work of so many people. It was really wonderful to see the tutti ensembles, to witness my piano duo ensemble perform (debut!), to hear the new composition written for the recorder and marimba ensemble, to see the primary school from China and their wind and percussion orchestra (this was amazing. So tight! So diligent! But also a small level of creepy haha). It was also extremely warm to play on the nice stage!

The final full day was an excursion to the Great Wall of China. I had been looking forward to this excursion very much, with the anticipation that I was going to be quite overwhelmed by the entire experience. We went to the popular site, Badaling, which is probably the closest part to the city. Thankfully we went pretty early, so it wasn't too crowded by the time we got there, but it definitely filled up quickly! We started out with a performance by the tutti choir (all the students!) of Demot's piece "My love is greater than the great wall" at the wall, which was a pretty cool experience for the students, and onlookers and probably Dermot too! A couple of great moments captured on video are two things Dermot yells out:
i) "Smile, you idiots!" mid-piece, and
ii) At the end, "Now scream and go crazy"
Climbing the Great Wall was really tough going. It was a hot day, and there is no shade until you get to a tower. The wall was built by slaves (lots of them!) and often when they died there was not enough time to have a proper burial or anything like that, so many bodies were built into the wall. The towers were used to send smoke signals back to the Forbidden City if they saw enemies advancing; the different smoke signals indicated how many troops there were, and could be seen from the city (unlike some days in Beijing that are obscured by smog!) and from there, the army in the city could get ready for battle in half an hour. Efficient communication method, huh? The steps to the Great Wall are all of uneven size, some very large - up to my knee. Makes life especially difficult for small people! Some of the steps have parts that are worn away, so there is no regularity as you're going up. Some parts are very steep too, so there was a lot of self-talk and will to get me along! I only made it to the first tower; I had wanted to go further, but my lack of fitness really didn't permit that. Next time I will train for a year in advance! When I got to the first tower, my back was drenched in sweat, my heart was pounding and my gut a little bit queasy. But I was pretty happy with my effort and was rewarded with some pretty good views. Coming back down was possibly even harder - the hardest being the very slight downwards slope at the end, just when you think you've completed it, the shins complaining and all! An ice-cream (or two, in Bevan's case!) were good treats.
PD says that the experience of climbing the Great Wall never gets old for him. I think I can understand that. I hope next time I will have the energy, fitness and will to go further!

We then bussed off, all sweaty and exhausted, to the Silk Market again for another time to try our hand at more shopping and bargaining. This time I was armed and more than ready. I went in with a plan and a list of what I wanted to buy, and came out fairly successfully! I stood my ground on multiple occasions, doing a little bit of shopping that friends have talked about as an experience in China. We clambered back onto the (tutor) bus with all our wares and excited cries of "what did you buy?!"

The Farewell Dinner was held on the Friday night at our hotel's ballroom. Such a strange feeling to be at the end of the festival, being ina  room of lots of people that we now knew a bit more. There were lots of photos being taken, much more inter-school interaction and a feeling of great relief that we'd gotten through the week and also bittersweetness as we knew this was the end of the week. There were a few speeches of thanks, lots of hugs, exchanges of emails, and a few musical performances including a fun gumboot dance from a small group of Hilton boys. What a fun way to end the formal part of the festival.

Celebrations went late into the night, but I was exhausted and slightly hysterical (to the point of crying haha) that I went back to my room to pack as there was yet another early start to the next day. No tour of Beijing is complete without visiting the Forbidden City and Tiananmen Square. What an incredible place this is. Tiananmen Square is right in the middle of the city, and is the world's largest public square. Obviously, due to the political events that have taken place there, there is tight security. But many people still flock to it. Particularly to see Mao's Mausoleum; there already was a cue at about 8.30 in the morning, and people sometimes queue for hours to get in. To be honest, I don't really see the point of seeing a dead body, but each to their own. And I also am somewhat baffled about the Mao-worship that still remains a sentiment among some of the people. We walked through the square, and then headed to the Forbidden City.

The Forbidden City is at the heart of Beijing, the former residence of the emperor and his family and entourage. The emperor had complete power, almost as a deity; what he said, happened. There are three main halls and a series of many gates to enter before even getting to the centre. There are a large series of courtyards for all the different people, including the emperor's private courtyard (very big!) and also a courtyard each for each of the concubines! The main square in the Forbidden City is large, and is where the people used to congregate. The emperor could sit in the throne room on his throne and look out, but people cannot see in. The bricks underfoot are fifteen layers deep to prevent anybody tunnelling in. Woe betide those who attempt it!!! We learnt about the life of the concubines: they were selected every year during a selection period, from a set of girls who came from the royal family. They were wihsked away to the Forbidden City where they would fight for their chance to be the favoured concubine, often by bearing a son. Those who found favour with the emperor had significant improvements - not just for themselves, but also their family, who would be granted more land and money and their relations promoted to higher offices. But those concubines who fell pregnant would also be plotted against by the other concubines, who would attempt to kill her and/or her child, by poisoning or 'accidental' falling. We also saw the private courtyard of the Dragon Lady (of Summer Palace infamy), including the throne room where she sat behind a screen with the Dowager Empress as they tried to control a young emporer. The Imperial Garden is the only place in the Forbidden City to have trees, and was the garden for the concubines to enjoy. It was hard at times to imagine that we were in busy Beijing as we wandered around the Forbidden City, steeped in history and tradition.

We were then off to the airport to catch our long flight home, to rest and recover and for me, to re-live all the moments of an incredible adventure.

There were great moments of 'lost in translation' through the trip: often they were signs that were mistranslated, particularly at the breakfast bar at our hotel! Also, being of Chinese ethnicity, I was often mistaken for being able to speak Mandarin. This was only handy infrequently, as I was sometimes not harrassed in the same way to buy things. However, it worked mostly against my favour, starting out at Melbourne Airport where the security lady said to me, "xie xie" (thankyou) and I replied in a very Australian "ta". Things continued on the plane were the stewardesses would come around with food and drink and start talking in Mandarin to whcih I had to pull blank faces and sheepishly ask, "Can you please repeat that in English?". There were moments of gesticulation at the hotel reception and business centre to try buy stamps for postcards to send home. Even the arrival card I was handed on the way back home was in Chinese - I thought I could fill it out anyway, but realised that I didn't understand any of it! At shops, when I mumbled, "English....", I had a few comments: "But you look Chinese!" I had to reply with, "I am...but Australian!" and while trying shoes, "You have small feet, like Chinese feet!". "They ARE Chinese feet!" was my quiet protest.

We were so fortunate to have such an excellent tour guide in Amanda. She kept us entertained on bus rides with many stories of her childhood and growing up, her family, how Beijing and China have changed across time - politically, demograhpically and socially, many funny stories of everyday life in Beijing now, and the many 'lost in translation' English stories! Let's just say that concubines are  not cucumbers! To the organisers and people that did so much work: Peter, Xiaolei, Bevan, Aimee, the Dulwich College helpers, their work, organisation and enthusiasm was incredible. The other tutors, led by Chairman PD, were a joy to meet and work with. The students and teachers I met were beautiful and such a pleasure to teach and learn from.

If you've made it to the end of this post, congratulations. You definitely deserve a medal. I hope I will get the opportunity to do this festival again - so much has been sparked and I need another fix of fascination, bafflement and wonder!

Friday, June 21, 2013

A story of page-turning

While most posts on this blog are of musings and reflection, I warn you although this following one will also be that, but will not have a happy outcome (unlike most of the others here). I do not often rant negatively here - though ranting on in general seems to be my forte - but in this instance, this story is too incredulous not to be documented. This post does not intend to offend nor humiliate, thus anonymity. It merely hopes to document, shed light and hopefully educate.  

Recently, I played for a recital where I required a page turner. Now, I will be the first to admit that page-turning can often be a daunting job. And we, as humans, are subject to error. I can accept that. And usually if something has gone pear-shaped and I whip a page over or back with speed and a grumpy face, it's usually just because I need something done quickly and I do it myself. Peter Donohoe has written an excellent article about "The Art of Page-turning", which can be found here. While it is quite long, it is well worth the read and is also full of great anecdotes. But he makes the point that a good page turner is worth their weight in gold, and often is the last person to be thanked. But woe betide the page turner that does a bad job! There are several grievous offences, including having bad body odour or breath, using the right hand instead of the left, consistently turning too early or too late, among others....
Such offences can severely distract the pianist and even compromise an performance. Not to scare anybody, but because I think it important that all musicians have the ability to do it because you never know when you might just have to. And to highlight the importance of doing at least a satisfactory job.

So, the story.
I started playing, having turned down the top right corner of the first page. Just so, you know, the first one is easy. As I get to the bottom of the page, the page-turner (let's just refer from here on in as PT) jumps up suddenly, and uses the right hand. Oh, that's okay, the music and the keys are obscured momentarily but I know it quite well so it's okay. So, a right hand turner. Let's see if PT gets it correct the next time. Nope. PT continues to use the right hand to turn. I mean, I know the music and keyboard pretty well but it's good to have visual recognition at the times you desire.
I didn't want to break the flow of the first set of pieces so had to wait until the break in the middle (an excruciating 12 minutes in)  to lean over and ask, "Can you use your left hand?".

But no, sometimes the right hand is not sufficient enough to do the job.
I had briefed the PT just prior, that the music was all straight through, no turn-backs. Only for the first set, and a bit of the second. Maybe just follow the music, and I'll nod as well. PT is pretty keen on following the music. And only gets up at best, two bars before the end of the page. Because they're following the music, right? But because two bars is not enough time to get up, get (right) hand ready and flick the page (which is not old music or anything, no sticking together, just regular A4 copy paper), PT gets worried that the music that is sounding is not as followed so starts to kerfuffle with two hands trying to furiously get the page over in the most noisy and obtrusive of fashions.
Especially in the quiet moments where there are amazing changes of harmony. Or in slow movements.
Or when there is a double bar at the end of the page, furiously flicking over to reveal the next movement, or even better, two blank pages.

Because we're following the music exactly, PT also fails to notice peripheral things. Such as me furiously nodding to turn the page. Or the furious shaking of head to indicate that this is the end of the movement and it doesn't need turning. I probably should have glared, but i) didn't have the heart to do so and ii) was so distracted already that all energies had to be focussed on actually playing rather than multitasking.


But just in case all that wasn't enough...
At the end, the PT commented and asked, "Oh, does the page turner always sit on the left? Because perhaps I should have sat on your right hand side so that I could have used my right hand."

Followed by the response to my question, "What do you play?"

"The piano."







Okay, so I get that not everybody has done page turning. And many people don't enjoy it. But here are my two cents worth:
i) If you're a musician, you need to be able to do it at least to a basic level of satisfaction. Because you might be called on to do it and just HAVE to do it. And except in the case of extremely difficult music, should not be a task more difficult than actually playing music.
I don't mind if you are an early-preparation person, or stand up in time to flick it over and sit back down again in one movement. Just make sure it happens without fuss.
ii) Okay, so maybe this PT had never done it and was inexperienced. But:
a/ Had not considered what things might be helpful or unhelpful if they were in my position (as a pianist!)
b/ Had no awareness of what was going on around them - musically or physically. Nor learnt across time. I just don't get that.

It was my error: I should have sacked the PT while I had a chance; as it turns out that hindsight is a wonderful thing and the stress caused by the PT was far greater than the act of doing the page turns myself.

Thoughts, comments, incredulity welcome.