Some of these are,
some aren't.
Go nuts. Be amused.
I:
Want to marry a Scottish guy so I can have a wedding on a hill on Scotland, where he'll wear his clan's tartan, and have bagpipes to walk up a hill to. Hahahaha.
Enjoy my music degree much more than I thought I would.
Don't enjoy my commerce degree as much as I thought I would.
Wished I didn't look so retarded when playing (social!) soccer...
Once wanted to be a doctor, lawyer, marine biologist or architect.
Or a lecturer in something at a top uni like Cambridge, Harvard or Oxford.
[that is essentially quoted from the age of 12, my primary school year book..]
Hmmm....
Wished I kept playing violin.
Have a really weird body shape. I think so anyway.
Which surprisingly, doesn't include hollow legs. Well, I don't think so anyway...
Often feel disillusioned with lots of things.
Sometimes wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing. And whether it's all worth it.
Or whether I'm only doing it because I don't know what else to do. Or because I think I might be ok at it.
Because I fear that I won't be good at anything else.
Sometimes wish I smiled more just because. Not because I had something happen to me that made me smile, even though I appreciate those so much.
Worry a lot about that I don't think my life will ever take a path that I would like to imagine.
Love everything life is throwing at me.
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But sometimes wish I could trade it in for somebody else's.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
happy times
I had a fantastic weekend.
I haven't been able to say that in a while, I think!
This is not to say I didn't enjoy my own 21st, but the general happy feeling wasn't prolonged over the entire weekend like this one was.
The thing I appreciated most about it was that I got to hang out quite a lot with a special bunch of friends (not that you're not special!) - some I see quite a bit, some not so, some who I know better, some who I don't, but would like to.
The roadtrip to Geelong was lots of fun. We stopped by McDonald's, dressed up to the nines...getting the sufficient stares that our outfits asked for. It was freezing, we endure it! We got a little lost in Geelong, looked for the Yacht Club, found it. Started the party (because you know, the party does really start when we get there!) Had a lovely night at the 21st - was heaps of fun. Enjoyed the speeches very much. Roadtrip back was also fun, highlighted by going through Drive-Thru at Macca's to get a number of ice-cream sundaes! It would have sucked if the person had told us "Sorry, our soft serve machine is currently out of order." Haha.
B refused to let anybody (especially me, by poking and a high whiny voice..) sleep because he couldn't. I see.....
Slept in on Sunday morning (kinda by accident; I did set an alarm, and hit snooze a couple of times, and then tried to reset the time, although it looks like that failed, because I was awoken by the Ormond bell at 9am..!!!) Did a bit of work (tiny tiny bit!) before going to the shops to get some food supplies. Went to Princes Park to have a picnic with some church friends yay! We were sufficiently picnic-food-stocked, which was good. Some people went to extravagant lengths, so impressive...the culinary delights did indeed delight...
Then was the soccer...
I really hadn't intended on playing. I maintained that I look retarded when I play....and was given the tip about diving, "an 'important' part of the game". But I somehow managed to be convinced to play soccer. Me. Play. Soccer.
Since when?!?!
Anyway, so there I was. Even prior to the match, I was doing my thing...and managed to fall squarely on my butt. Haha. It was pretty funny.
Until this morning, when I woke up with a sore back...not so funny.
But still amusing. Haha.
Anyway. Soccer.
I was probably worth about half a player, given my (lack of) skill.....thank goodness for some stars like 'Hog' (affectionately termed by T), and star H with good support from S. I must have been there for decoration.
So, the review of the match. The yellow team smelt (literally) because of the bibs they were wearing (they were actually really stinky...); in terms of their soccer though, they were quite good! They were dominating for the whole match. But we, the un-bibbed managed to put some strong defence in, and the occasional offence, drawing the match even. And for the highlight.....I even scored a goal! Admittedly, it was just a case of slotting it in....everybody else set it up, I was just an accessory. Remember? Don't play soccer....
I missed a couple of golden opportunities, just didn't really know what to do with my legs, I'm that retarded....! Oh well...
We all needed the rest after it (half time..?!?!)....whereupon I thought it'd be a great idea to play by myself again. Haha. At least I didn't fall on my butt this time...but S taught me some cool skills. Well, they're kinda basic, but you see, I was lacking in the basics, to they were pretty cool to me!
Anyway, some well-needed rest followed. Seriously well-needed. I was already a little sore, but not too bad. Church that night was great, our music team was on; we had a new song to learn, which was cool. Met some awesome people, who were a bunch of fun...there were some pretty funny quotes and moments from last night...
But the 'happy times' title comes from the fact that I got to spend time with some awesome friends. Again, some I know well, some I don't know as well. And they were good times. I smiled a lot. Even though it hurt a lot today. (Physically, that is!)
And I am so blessed to have friends like these. They're amazing. And I love them all so much.
I haven't been able to say that in a while, I think!
This is not to say I didn't enjoy my own 21st, but the general happy feeling wasn't prolonged over the entire weekend like this one was.
The thing I appreciated most about it was that I got to hang out quite a lot with a special bunch of friends (not that you're not special!) - some I see quite a bit, some not so, some who I know better, some who I don't, but would like to.
The roadtrip to Geelong was lots of fun. We stopped by McDonald's, dressed up to the nines...getting the sufficient stares that our outfits asked for. It was freezing, we endure it! We got a little lost in Geelong, looked for the Yacht Club, found it. Started the party (because you know, the party does really start when we get there!) Had a lovely night at the 21st - was heaps of fun. Enjoyed the speeches very much. Roadtrip back was also fun, highlighted by going through Drive-Thru at Macca's to get a number of ice-cream sundaes! It would have sucked if the person had told us "Sorry, our soft serve machine is currently out of order." Haha.
B refused to let anybody (especially me, by poking and a high whiny voice..) sleep because he couldn't. I see.....
Slept in on Sunday morning (kinda by accident; I did set an alarm, and hit snooze a couple of times, and then tried to reset the time, although it looks like that failed, because I was awoken by the Ormond bell at 9am..!!!) Did a bit of work (tiny tiny bit!) before going to the shops to get some food supplies. Went to Princes Park to have a picnic with some church friends yay! We were sufficiently picnic-food-stocked, which was good. Some people went to extravagant lengths, so impressive...the culinary delights did indeed delight...
Then was the soccer...
I really hadn't intended on playing. I maintained that I look retarded when I play....and was given the tip about diving, "an 'important' part of the game". But I somehow managed to be convinced to play soccer. Me. Play. Soccer.
Since when?!?!
Anyway, so there I was. Even prior to the match, I was doing my thing...and managed to fall squarely on my butt. Haha. It was pretty funny.
Until this morning, when I woke up with a sore back...not so funny.
But still amusing. Haha.
Anyway. Soccer.
I was probably worth about half a player, given my (lack of) skill.....thank goodness for some stars like 'Hog' (affectionately termed by T), and star H with good support from S. I must have been there for decoration.
So, the review of the match. The yellow team smelt (literally) because of the bibs they were wearing (they were actually really stinky...); in terms of their soccer though, they were quite good! They were dominating for the whole match. But we, the un-bibbed managed to put some strong defence in, and the occasional offence, drawing the match even. And for the highlight.....I even scored a goal! Admittedly, it was just a case of slotting it in....everybody else set it up, I was just an accessory. Remember? Don't play soccer....
I missed a couple of golden opportunities, just didn't really know what to do with my legs, I'm that retarded....! Oh well...
We all needed the rest after it (half time..?!?!)....whereupon I thought it'd be a great idea to play by myself again. Haha. At least I didn't fall on my butt this time...but S taught me some cool skills. Well, they're kinda basic, but you see, I was lacking in the basics, to they were pretty cool to me!
Anyway, some well-needed rest followed. Seriously well-needed. I was already a little sore, but not too bad. Church that night was great, our music team was on; we had a new song to learn, which was cool. Met some awesome people, who were a bunch of fun...there were some pretty funny quotes and moments from last night...
But the 'happy times' title comes from the fact that I got to spend time with some awesome friends. Again, some I know well, some I don't know as well. And they were good times. I smiled a lot. Even though it hurt a lot today. (Physically, that is!)
And I am so blessed to have friends like these. They're amazing. And I love them all so much.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Amazing
I should point out that the previous post was thanks to Gina, as I stole it from her....
So, this is the long weekend I've been looking forward to for a very long time. Probably since about the end of the Easter holidays. Really, I shouldn't be living holiday to holiday, or weekend to weekend - I should be enjoying every day that I have. But this week has been ridiculously busy. (Nothing's new, but it seemed more so, for some reason...)
I get this question: "Have you recovered from your 21st?" And to tell you the truth, I thought about it and the correct answer is "No." Not because I partied so hard that I feel so ill, but because since that night I haven't really had much sleep anyway. Nor did I have that much prior to it. So, no, I haven't quite recovered.
But as the brief story about it....
I have to begin with thank yous to everybody who helped make the night possible. From the professional staff at Coopers Inn, to everybody who pitched in with cake, speaker requirements, giving opinions, and to all my friends and family who helped me celebrate on the night. I feel incredibly loved, blessed, and oh-so-spoilt! Only yesterday did I clear and put away all my presents....they were sitting out on the couch before, until I had to move them into my room because we had people over. But sititng in my room can get messy...I could barely access one of my cupboards..! Thank you so much for making it a celebration to remember.
Unfortunately it was back into the swing of it after partying hard last weekend (two 21sts, one of them mine..!). Piano lesson: 9am Monday morning. I resisted the urge so difficultly to go out after church on Sunday night ("But you're 21 now! You can do whatever you like! You're grown up now!" Haha..)
Had mid-semester exam during the week.
Two assignments.
One I skipped....don't worry, there are 9 in a semester, of which only 7 count. And last week and this week, I'm missing my 'allocated' two. So I have to keep working hard after that. I think I can do that. Hopefully!
Going to another 21st tonight...should be fun. We're taking the Wiggles van woo!!! All the way to Geelong (well it's not really that far, but should be a fun trip!). With cool people hehe.
I don't know how I'm going to do tomorrow, but I suppose we'll see. I am already exhausted...!
Look out for upcoming performances in Concert Class.....
that didn't sound as busy as I thought it was.....
probably because I didn't do an assignment....would you look at that..?!
So, this is the long weekend I've been looking forward to for a very long time. Probably since about the end of the Easter holidays. Really, I shouldn't be living holiday to holiday, or weekend to weekend - I should be enjoying every day that I have. But this week has been ridiculously busy. (Nothing's new, but it seemed more so, for some reason...)
I get this question: "Have you recovered from your 21st?" And to tell you the truth, I thought about it and the correct answer is "No." Not because I partied so hard that I feel so ill, but because since that night I haven't really had much sleep anyway. Nor did I have that much prior to it. So, no, I haven't quite recovered.
But as the brief story about it....
I have to begin with thank yous to everybody who helped make the night possible. From the professional staff at Coopers Inn, to everybody who pitched in with cake, speaker requirements, giving opinions, and to all my friends and family who helped me celebrate on the night. I feel incredibly loved, blessed, and oh-so-spoilt! Only yesterday did I clear and put away all my presents....they were sitting out on the couch before, until I had to move them into my room because we had people over. But sititng in my room can get messy...I could barely access one of my cupboards..! Thank you so much for making it a celebration to remember.
Unfortunately it was back into the swing of it after partying hard last weekend (two 21sts, one of them mine..!). Piano lesson: 9am Monday morning. I resisted the urge so difficultly to go out after church on Sunday night ("But you're 21 now! You can do whatever you like! You're grown up now!" Haha..)
Had mid-semester exam during the week.
Two assignments.
One I skipped....don't worry, there are 9 in a semester, of which only 7 count. And last week and this week, I'm missing my 'allocated' two. So I have to keep working hard after that. I think I can do that. Hopefully!
Going to another 21st tonight...should be fun. We're taking the Wiggles van woo!!! All the way to Geelong (well it's not really that far, but should be a fun trip!). With cool people hehe.
I don't know how I'm going to do tomorrow, but I suppose we'll see. I am already exhausted...!
Look out for upcoming performances in Concert Class.....
that didn't sound as busy as I thought it was.....
probably because I didn't do an assignment....would you look at that..?!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I should be studying...
but instead, I am doing this quiz....
Seven (highly avoidable but always overlooked) Sins.
Gluttony
1. Do you think you eat more than you should?
Oh yes. I like food.....and I always grew up having to eat everything on my plate.
2. What is your favorite meal?
All of them! Wow, gluttony already at #2....
3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)?
Pasta that I cooked (out of a packet) because Eakins dinner was bad.
4. What is your favorite dessert?
Anything chocolate...? I like dessert very much.....lemon tart wouldn't go awry either..
5. Can you cook well?
Not really, but muffins I can do. As well as that pasta...and those brownies...
6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
Mmm, probably rather veggies. I'm such a picky (and very limited) fruit eater...
7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to?
Depends on what I feel like, and who I'm with...
8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
Mmm, not bad. Could possibly do with a bit less, but you know...
9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
I'm a Queen's vegetarian some days....but I do like my meat
(I just don't particularly like preparing it)
10. Describe your normal eating habits.
Breakfast, morning tea/snack, lunch, afternoon snack,
dinner, supper...
Lust
1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
Errr.....not much at all, thank you very much!
2. Are you a virgin?
I'll go with Gina on this one: "Who wants to know?"
3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when?
See Q2
4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
You bet!
5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
Erm, no. If you know me, you'd know why :)
6. What the first thing you look for in a boy/girl?
Honesty and integrity. My bad, that's two. Surely we all look
at more than one thing first up?!
7. Do you have any special fantasies?
Erm...about what..? The rest of my life?
8. Have you been in lust more than love?
Not really sure...
9. Would you have sex with more than one person?
No diddly way! Err...husband..?!?!
10. Who have you lust for?
Jamie Cullum. Hah. Just kidding. I don't know.
Greed
1. What do you want more than anything right now?
Sleep
2. Does money play an important part of your life?
Yeah, it's important to be able to support yourself financially,
but it's not the most important thing.
3. What are your goals for the future?
Oh, there are so many. Did you mean the realistic ones?
4. Do you think money is more important than love?
I'm with Gina on this one. Definitely not. Love is greatest.
5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
Spend it on my family and friends. Save a large proportion of it...
6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy?
Spoiled, due to the collection of presents in my room.
7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
Yes and no. (2nd that, Gina)
8. How much money do you spend in one week?
Depends which week. And how busy it is...
9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate?
Yep
10. Have you ever robbed someone?
Erm, no. I don't usually undertake such petty (or possibly violent) crimes...
Sloth
1. Have many people called you lazy?
Not many. Mostly me.
2. How much sleep do you get at night?
During semester, usually about 5.5-6hrs. On the holidays, depending on what's
going on, possibly up to 10..?
3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day?
Ooh yes! That's how I keep going!
4. What was the most depressing time of your life?
Err, probably teenage years? Those times..!
5. What is the best way to relax?
Spend it with friends doing things you enjoy. Oh, and treating self, such as massage, or a nice bath. Or sleeping :)
6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader?
Mmm, it depends. Both, in different situations. I still, however,
maintain that I am a highly independant person. I think that can work
in either a follower or leader position...
7. Would you consider yourself a caring person?
Yep - well, at least I try to be!
8. What time do you go to bed at night?
I aim for about midnight latest. Often that time is violated...
9. What do you waste most of your time doing?
These sorts of quizzes. Facebooking people. Looking at my photos. Sorting out music.
10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home?
Depends on the mood, the people who I'm with, my energy levels..
Wrath
1. Who was the last person you were upset with?
Probably myself.
2. Do you hate anyone?
Mmm, don't think so. Hate is a very strong word.
Dislike strongly - yes.
3. Are you angry a lot?
I'd like to think not. However, I get annoyed quite often.
4. What was the last thing that made you mad?
Mad? That's extreme...can't remember...
5. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone?
Yeah, my brother when we were little...
6. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge?
Yeah, for sure.
7. What is your biggest pet peeve?
Biggest? Well, I have several. Yeah, hypocrites.
And inconsistency (particularly to do with character).
And bad manners/social graces.
Oh, and people that stop in the middle of streets/pathways
when there is a flow of traffic behind them. That's right - you're in the way!
It's not very hard to move to the side to talk to the person
you just saw, or to veer towards the side so that you
can stop! Or people that don't keep to the left when going slowly
(come on, gotta leave room for people to overtake!)
Mind you, this is mostly in reference to walking...
8. How do you express your anger and frustration?
Rant to a friend (sorry..!) or put it away.
9. Is it easy for you to forgive?
I suppose it depends on what. I try to forgive as much as I would like to be
forgiven myself, because I know I'm not perfect. And also because
I know I've been forgiven for the biggest screw-ups I've ever done, and will ever do.
Envy
1. Who are you most jealous of?
Ah, many people for many different reasons.
2. What is something you want that your best friend has?
Erm, not really sure. I suppose I'd have to define 'best friend' first, hey..?
3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life?
Sufficient sleep
4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person?
Yes, to a certain extent.
5. How would you consider yourself lucky?
Mmm, I don't think I consider it luck. Again, thanks Gina, 'blessed'. Very much so.
6. Unlucky?
Not at all.
7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself?
Yes, hasn't everybody?
8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need?
Materially? Yes. Otherwise? In theory, yes. In reality, not quite yet....
9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you?
I don's see any reason why so!
10. Do you want a better life than what you have?
I think we all dream about that. That's what dreams are, yes?
But who are we to keep dreaming and not living the life we have been given?
Pride
1. What is your best physical feature?
A consistent photo smile. Haha.
2. What do you like most about your personality?
I'm incredibly persistent, and also have this quirk called "organisational freakism".
It puts me in fairly good stead when doing a million
and one things simultaneously.
3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
Including a shower and breakfast, and a sleep in...
could be as short as half an hour.
4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
Not really. Most of it comes out when I have some reason for it, such as
going out or being photographed... :P
5. How often do you go shopping?
Grocery shopping? About once every two weeks? Perhaps
interspersed when something I need runs out...
6. Are your looks very important to you?
Yes, but only to a certain extent.
Of course, the minimum is to look presentable and decent!
7. Would you ever like to be a model?
No way.
8. What could be improved about your body?
Get some height. Reallocation of some
9. Do you think that you’re better than others?
In general? No. At a few things (eg. playing the piano? Over some ppl, for
example, those who aren't learning or haven't learnt, then yes.)
10. What is your most embarrassing moment?
Oh, there are a few, but definitely not hideously embarrassing, I think.
Highlights include...
crying in class in Grade 4 after being told off
and being so embarrassed in yr 7 during debating that I blushed
through the entire thing.
Highlights include...
crying in class in Grade 4 after being told off
and being so embarrassed in yr 7 during debating that I blushed
through the entire thing.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
amusing
a few people have asked me what i want for my birthday.
and to tell you the truth, i honestly haven't thought about it.
and i when i try to think about it, i really think i have everything i need. i think so anyway.
well, even though i complain that i don't enough stuff, i remember that i am blessed and so fortunate with everything i have.
but for the sake of convenience, and pointers just in case you all wanted to read and sneakily do something, but for the record, i don't advocate it.
and i know this is going to sound like i'm planning my wedding....
*massages at the sports clinic. with the physio. (have you musicians ever gone for them? amazing! especially if you're like me, and get really tense after practice)
*a bag that can hold A4 folders quite comfortably, but not a backpack, like a Krumpler bag?!?! Or something else? I have no idea...so that I can go to piano classes/concerts/rehearsals with my music in it. but particularly to concerts, so I don't look like a bogan hah.
*a device for recording my playing. Like, a minidisc thingy? Or something that records as an mp3 file? something that has good quality sound (so a good microphone)...mm, CD quality. like minidisc. i really should look at what models my friends have because they seem to have done well...
*i love books and CDs.....
although i often don't have time to read :(
and things that i wouldn't normally pick out for myself. but things that my friends pick because they see something else....
*A piano. :) haha. just kidding.
well, not really. but too expensive. Haha.
Wow, I realise that these are all music-related. How sad....!
no really, as I said, I really have everything I NEED.....my life is incredibly rich and full, in my opinion.
unless you're buying me time......that i would appreciate with more than open arms.. :P
really, all i want is for you guys (who are able) to come and celebrate with me, and remind me how amazing and how blessed my last 21 years have been. whether i've known you for all 21, or three weeks, or anything in-between.
and to tell you the truth, i honestly haven't thought about it.
and i when i try to think about it, i really think i have everything i need. i think so anyway.
well, even though i complain that i don't enough stuff, i remember that i am blessed and so fortunate with everything i have.
but for the sake of convenience, and pointers just in case you all wanted to read and sneakily do something, but for the record, i don't advocate it.
and i know this is going to sound like i'm planning my wedding....
*massages at the sports clinic. with the physio. (have you musicians ever gone for them? amazing! especially if you're like me, and get really tense after practice)
*a bag that can hold A4 folders quite comfortably, but not a backpack, like a Krumpler bag?!?! Or something else? I have no idea...so that I can go to piano classes/concerts/rehearsals with my music in it. but particularly to concerts, so I don't look like a bogan hah.
*a device for recording my playing. Like, a minidisc thingy? Or something that records as an mp3 file? something that has good quality sound (so a good microphone)...mm, CD quality. like minidisc. i really should look at what models my friends have because they seem to have done well...
*i love books and CDs.....
although i often don't have time to read :(
and things that i wouldn't normally pick out for myself. but things that my friends pick because they see something else....
*A piano. :) haha. just kidding.
well, not really. but too expensive. Haha.
Wow, I realise that these are all music-related. How sad....!
no really, as I said, I really have everything I NEED.....my life is incredibly rich and full, in my opinion.
unless you're buying me time......that i would appreciate with more than open arms.. :P
really, all i want is for you guys (who are able) to come and celebrate with me, and remind me how amazing and how blessed my last 21 years have been. whether i've known you for all 21, or three weeks, or anything in-between.
Monday, April 14, 2008
A random collection of things I've done
okay, so it's been a while. but here we go. in no particular order (well, we'll see..)
on friday 4th april, i went to participate in a psychology study. the postgrad student is exploring perfect pitch, and whether there exists a spectrum of abilities. now, i already know i have absolute pitch, so i figured that i might be able to help out - i figure that there's so few people in this world that have it (something like 0.01% of the population) that i might as well help out if i'm able to. it was kinda fun. this is the 2nd study i've taken part in exploring perfect pitch (various aspects of it), and the people have always been really nice.
we finally found out our chamber music tutor, but as anticipated, it is very hard to find a mutually convenient time for four people. we have just one time so far, and hopefully it goes well.
had a good music training day at church. learnt some stuff, although i felt quite alone because i am the only 'instrument' per se. perhaps i should whip out a new instrument every time we play. just to confuse everybody. at least it'd be amusing. :)
had the 3mbs recital as well. the bakery was good... :)
the playing, not so haha. oh well, it went alright, but we knew we could have done better. oh well, stuff happens. but it was fairly enjoyable, and fairly cruisy. and apparently doesn't sound as bad as we thought it did. sorry that non-local people couldn't listen in to it because the server was down...i will try to get that recording.
had a couple of dinner appointments last week....one was a bunch of (mostly) wyverns plus extras. we all traipsed over; it was the first time most of us had been there; we have a fantastic time, the company was wonderful, the food was great, and the conversation entertaining. we were most impressed. we all raved about how great a time we had for the next week - it was that good.
the other one was held at my place, with three of my close friends. i cooked (eek....although it turned out well!) which i did enjoy quite a lot. dessert was almost experimental, though fool-proof (it comes from the women's weekly receipe books.....triple tested!) and turned out fantastically. i have decided (although a while ago..) that if you know, uni didn't work out for me, i'd go into dessert production. haha. it's all about presentation - this i also observe from my uncle. we had a fun evening, i laughed so much, the boys didn't need any provoking at all. that is one of my secret sources of amusement. :)
and talking about cakes and uncles, my aunt and uncle (and parents) have generously organised a cake for my 21st, so that i don't have to bake 100 cupcakes...! they just asked when and where the party is and whether i would be able to pick it up. easy peasy....
my trios are going well. although the viola trio often struggles to find a mutually convenient time for us all...the violin one had a rehearsal on friday morning just gone. it went well. we had intended to ask if we could play in class, but due to this new system of signing up, we weren't able to guarantee us a spot. however, we'd heard on the grapevine that the original quintet were unable to play, and also that the replacement quintet were also unable to play. so we jumped on the opportunity to do so. and luckily so, because the class was taken by none other than barry tuckwell. he's awesome!!! go look on wikipedia if you haven't heard of him. he had good things to say to us, to help us out.
i actually played in piano class on monday. it was 3rd and 4th yrs performance class. i decided to get up and do it, because it was one of the least-pressure piano classes that were going to exist for the year. i had just had a lesson that morning, and my teacher had taken it all apart, and put it back together. [for the record, my lesson was really good. i decided that i'm not going to do the shepparton competition, because i can't commit to it. i thought for a very long time, and very hard about this, but decided finally. and i figure that it's the right decision.] anyway, i was terribly nervous. and this was pointed out to me, but in my defence, i did say that i hadn't played in piano class, or concert class, solo, for a very long time. to which i got a 'well, good on you for doing it', along with the best comment i think i could possibly get from the facilitator, that he does say every time i play (phew..!): 'you play well'. three simple words, they mean so much. anyway, he had some good things to say.
but when i compare to how i felt playing solo to how i felt playing in chamber music, i definitely felt more comfortable in a trio. even though i had solo moments, and in front of somebody arguably more distinguishes, it felt comfortable, and exciting that i was playing in a trio. i dunno. maybe that's supposed to suggest something. maybe not. although i kinda already know this.
i've been out way too often. this weekend, i went out on friday, saturday and sunday nights. and i'm going out tonight. this can't be good for a) my health b) my study productivity.
but in recent weeks, i've really enjoyed hanging out with a certain group of people. some are close friends, some aren't that close. but there's just something about it. and i always come away from it with a fairly silly (and large) grin on my face. there's just a quality about it. something that i agree can be homogeneous, but at the same time, you can see why it works. we (and by that i mean, I and the whole group, although there are some people in the group who are closer to others than other people, and that's totally fine. admittedly, the margins are not well-defined, nor exclusive) don't spend large amounts of time together every week. but it works every time. it's beautiful. they're people i'd really like to get to know better. i've just noticed in recent times that the people i am increasingly drawn to and enjoy the company most of are mostly my church friends. admittedly, a few of them are musos or collegians, which makes for a nice overlap. but some aren't. and i think that's the beauty of it.
also (and totally unrelated), i thought about how interesting it would be just to sit back and watch who i consider to be 'my' soloists perform. with other pianists. it feels a little weird at times. but that's ok. because i respect the pianist very much.
and it's nice to take a break sometimes. and get a different perspective. by no means am i bitter about it, i actually quite enjoy it. particularly as some of the repertoire is the same as i've worked on with them. which makes for most interesting listening!
i went to see ION over the weekend. for the record, their original soprano is enjoying motherhood very much, so much that she won't be coming back, and therefore, their replacement soprano is now their permanent soprano. it's been wonderful to see her grow in the year and a bit she's been with them. and she's growing on me a lot. she has a very different sound, and very different strengths and weaknesses. but then again, every singer is different. the gig was great, although there were a few times i felt pitching was a little awkward (which is highly uncharacteristic of them), but it wasn't significant enough to detract from the performance.
on friday 4th april, i went to participate in a psychology study. the postgrad student is exploring perfect pitch, and whether there exists a spectrum of abilities. now, i already know i have absolute pitch, so i figured that i might be able to help out - i figure that there's so few people in this world that have it (something like 0.01% of the population) that i might as well help out if i'm able to. it was kinda fun. this is the 2nd study i've taken part in exploring perfect pitch (various aspects of it), and the people have always been really nice.
we finally found out our chamber music tutor, but as anticipated, it is very hard to find a mutually convenient time for four people. we have just one time so far, and hopefully it goes well.
had a good music training day at church. learnt some stuff, although i felt quite alone because i am the only 'instrument' per se. perhaps i should whip out a new instrument every time we play. just to confuse everybody. at least it'd be amusing. :)
had the 3mbs recital as well. the bakery was good... :)
the playing, not so haha. oh well, it went alright, but we knew we could have done better. oh well, stuff happens. but it was fairly enjoyable, and fairly cruisy. and apparently doesn't sound as bad as we thought it did. sorry that non-local people couldn't listen in to it because the server was down...i will try to get that recording.
had a couple of dinner appointments last week....one was a bunch of (mostly) wyverns plus extras. we all traipsed over; it was the first time most of us had been there; we have a fantastic time, the company was wonderful, the food was great, and the conversation entertaining. we were most impressed. we all raved about how great a time we had for the next week - it was that good.
the other one was held at my place, with three of my close friends. i cooked (eek....although it turned out well!) which i did enjoy quite a lot. dessert was almost experimental, though fool-proof (it comes from the women's weekly receipe books.....triple tested!) and turned out fantastically. i have decided (although a while ago..) that if you know, uni didn't work out for me, i'd go into dessert production. haha. it's all about presentation - this i also observe from my uncle. we had a fun evening, i laughed so much, the boys didn't need any provoking at all. that is one of my secret sources of amusement. :)
and talking about cakes and uncles, my aunt and uncle (and parents) have generously organised a cake for my 21st, so that i don't have to bake 100 cupcakes...! they just asked when and where the party is and whether i would be able to pick it up. easy peasy....
my trios are going well. although the viola trio often struggles to find a mutually convenient time for us all...the violin one had a rehearsal on friday morning just gone. it went well. we had intended to ask if we could play in class, but due to this new system of signing up, we weren't able to guarantee us a spot. however, we'd heard on the grapevine that the original quintet were unable to play, and also that the replacement quintet were also unable to play. so we jumped on the opportunity to do so. and luckily so, because the class was taken by none other than barry tuckwell. he's awesome!!! go look on wikipedia if you haven't heard of him. he had good things to say to us, to help us out.
i actually played in piano class on monday. it was 3rd and 4th yrs performance class. i decided to get up and do it, because it was one of the least-pressure piano classes that were going to exist for the year. i had just had a lesson that morning, and my teacher had taken it all apart, and put it back together. [for the record, my lesson was really good. i decided that i'm not going to do the shepparton competition, because i can't commit to it. i thought for a very long time, and very hard about this, but decided finally. and i figure that it's the right decision.] anyway, i was terribly nervous. and this was pointed out to me, but in my defence, i did say that i hadn't played in piano class, or concert class, solo, for a very long time. to which i got a 'well, good on you for doing it', along with the best comment i think i could possibly get from the facilitator, that he does say every time i play (phew..!): 'you play well'. three simple words, they mean so much. anyway, he had some good things to say.
but when i compare to how i felt playing solo to how i felt playing in chamber music, i definitely felt more comfortable in a trio. even though i had solo moments, and in front of somebody arguably more distinguishes, it felt comfortable, and exciting that i was playing in a trio. i dunno. maybe that's supposed to suggest something. maybe not. although i kinda already know this.
i've been out way too often. this weekend, i went out on friday, saturday and sunday nights. and i'm going out tonight. this can't be good for a) my health b) my study productivity.
but in recent weeks, i've really enjoyed hanging out with a certain group of people. some are close friends, some aren't that close. but there's just something about it. and i always come away from it with a fairly silly (and large) grin on my face. there's just a quality about it. something that i agree can be homogeneous, but at the same time, you can see why it works. we (and by that i mean, I and the whole group, although there are some people in the group who are closer to others than other people, and that's totally fine. admittedly, the margins are not well-defined, nor exclusive) don't spend large amounts of time together every week. but it works every time. it's beautiful. they're people i'd really like to get to know better. i've just noticed in recent times that the people i am increasingly drawn to and enjoy the company most of are mostly my church friends. admittedly, a few of them are musos or collegians, which makes for a nice overlap. but some aren't. and i think that's the beauty of it.
also (and totally unrelated), i thought about how interesting it would be just to sit back and watch who i consider to be 'my' soloists perform. with other pianists. it feels a little weird at times. but that's ok. because i respect the pianist very much.
and it's nice to take a break sometimes. and get a different perspective. by no means am i bitter about it, i actually quite enjoy it. particularly as some of the repertoire is the same as i've worked on with them. which makes for most interesting listening!
i went to see ION over the weekend. for the record, their original soprano is enjoying motherhood very much, so much that she won't be coming back, and therefore, their replacement soprano is now their permanent soprano. it's been wonderful to see her grow in the year and a bit she's been with them. and she's growing on me a lot. she has a very different sound, and very different strengths and weaknesses. but then again, every singer is different. the gig was great, although there were a few times i felt pitching was a little awkward (which is highly uncharacteristic of them), but it wasn't significant enough to detract from the performance.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
A Few Quizzes....
What Your City Walk Means |
 You are thoughtful and contemplative. You enjoy spending time alone with your thoughts. You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable. Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself. You tend to be organized, logical, and methodical. You're so efficient, people often wonder how you get so much done. |
You Should Play the Violin |
 You are highly intelligent, and mastering difficult subjects never intimidates you. And while you may not be musical yet, you have a good ear - and you're sensitive to subtle differences in music. You are dedicated and studious. You have a great work ethic. You study well under a teacher, and you don't mind repeating tasks or following instructions. Expressive and moody, you are very likely to convey a variety of rich emotions through your music. You are definitely a passionate person... passionate enough to truly love the violin. Your dominant personality characteristic: your high intelligence Your secondary personality characteristic: your sensitivity |
You Are a Lemon Cake |
 Strong, sexy, and overpowering. You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self. You're confident, charming, and extremely popular. |
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
BEING IN YOUR TWENTIES
With thanks to a friend who posted this...
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you’re doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you’re doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
also...
Annoyances unleashed....
Why English dialogue in The Magic Flute didn't work:
The actors had strong Australian accents. And the music is so lovely. German is so appropriate, particularly for the austere references to Freemasons. And then comes the nasal Australian accent.
Don't get me wrong, I know I have one too. But it's just so painful sometimes to listen to. Particularly in classical opera, which was definitely not intended to be tainted with bad accents reciting the dialogue.
Things - I wish people:
* Would stop saying "back in high school..." This is only appropriate for first years in their first two weeks of university. After that, it becomes tedious. And in my opinion, displays immaturity. Only use if it's very important to the story, or event, you are retelling. If it's not, I just don't care whether you were fifteen and a genius, or thought you were. Or whatever. For the record, I loved high school (while I was there). Now, I've moved on - the memories from school I still keep with me, but this is a different part of our lives now. High school is over, get over it.
* Retained their independance. Particularly in relationships. You're not one person. Symbolically, yes, two become one in marriage. But guess what? You're still two people! Shock horror!!
* Had opinions. On all sorts of things. It's ok if you don't support either argument, so long as you're well-informed. And even if you don't want to know about stuff, then to say so, because you have a good reason for it. I'm not saying you need to have an opinion on everything, or can't do things on a whim, but since when have I had a discussion about the US Presidential Race with a muso?!?! (I'd like to have one though. I do love you guys, but seriously, music is important. So too are world issues. They will affect you sometime. Even if minimally.) And even if you don't know much, be at least willing to hear the other side. Sitting on the fence because you have no opinion, becuase you haven't been bothered to find out what they're talking about, because you just can't be bothered because you think it won't affect you (barring things like celebrity gossip), and for that which you actively choose not to bother about, annoys me very much.
* Would sometimes stop pointing out the insanely obvious. (Disclaimer: does not apply for university tutorials, when your tutor asks you questions.) This, too, sometimes may display immaturity. If you point out the obvious, however, and then expand on an idea, this is okay. It shows that you have thought about things, rather than purely opening your mouth for the sake of it.
* Would more often act in a mature manner. This is not to say "Don't have fun" (I'm usually all up for fun....), but to act (at least) one's age. Simple as that.
* Didn't talk or make sounds directly in my ear/s. I have figured out why I hate it so much - I consider my ears to be incredibly important to my life/career/well-being (all them things...) and for somebody to expose them to such sound levels (even if whispering) at such an immediate context puts them in jeopardy (even if small). If I want to go deaf, I'll do it on my terms, thanks. As for whispering in my ear on a very intimate level, you'd be wanting to check with me first...although I'm pretty sure you'll get an indication of whether it's ok for you to do so or not.
* Didn't try to act like somebody or something they aren't. And know that cool kids are those that don't even try. Those who don't have to change depending on what situation they feel they're in, and those that don't have to change because they think people will think differently about them. And especially those that exhibit fullness and consistency of character. Those who take everything life throws at them, with open arms, the good and the bad. Those who don't catch onto trends just because everybody else is doing it. Those with original ideas, those with initiative, and courage. Those who know that life is more than the things you do for yourself, more than the things you own, and more than what other people say about you.
Those are true friends. Those are the ones that deserve and warrant respect.
Why English dialogue in The Magic Flute didn't work:
The actors had strong Australian accents. And the music is so lovely. German is so appropriate, particularly for the austere references to Freemasons. And then comes the nasal Australian accent.
Don't get me wrong, I know I have one too. But it's just so painful sometimes to listen to. Particularly in classical opera, which was definitely not intended to be tainted with bad accents reciting the dialogue.
Things - I wish people:
* Would stop saying "back in high school..." This is only appropriate for first years in their first two weeks of university. After that, it becomes tedious. And in my opinion, displays immaturity. Only use if it's very important to the story, or event, you are retelling. If it's not, I just don't care whether you were fifteen and a genius, or thought you were. Or whatever. For the record, I loved high school (while I was there). Now, I've moved on - the memories from school I still keep with me, but this is a different part of our lives now. High school is over, get over it.
* Retained their independance. Particularly in relationships. You're not one person. Symbolically, yes, two become one in marriage. But guess what? You're still two people! Shock horror!!
* Had opinions. On all sorts of things. It's ok if you don't support either argument, so long as you're well-informed. And even if you don't want to know about stuff, then to say so, because you have a good reason for it. I'm not saying you need to have an opinion on everything, or can't do things on a whim, but since when have I had a discussion about the US Presidential Race with a muso?!?! (I'd like to have one though. I do love you guys, but seriously, music is important. So too are world issues. They will affect you sometime. Even if minimally.) And even if you don't know much, be at least willing to hear the other side. Sitting on the fence because you have no opinion, becuase you haven't been bothered to find out what they're talking about, because you just can't be bothered because you think it won't affect you (barring things like celebrity gossip), and for that which you actively choose not to bother about, annoys me very much.
* Would sometimes stop pointing out the insanely obvious. (Disclaimer: does not apply for university tutorials, when your tutor asks you questions.) This, too, sometimes may display immaturity. If you point out the obvious, however, and then expand on an idea, this is okay. It shows that you have thought about things, rather than purely opening your mouth for the sake of it.
* Would more often act in a mature manner. This is not to say "Don't have fun" (I'm usually all up for fun....), but to act (at least) one's age. Simple as that.
* Didn't talk or make sounds directly in my ear/s. I have figured out why I hate it so much - I consider my ears to be incredibly important to my life/career/well-being (all them things...) and for somebody to expose them to such sound levels (even if whispering) at such an immediate context puts them in jeopardy (even if small). If I want to go deaf, I'll do it on my terms, thanks. As for whispering in my ear on a very intimate level, you'd be wanting to check with me first...although I'm pretty sure you'll get an indication of whether it's ok for you to do so or not.
* Didn't try to act like somebody or something they aren't. And know that cool kids are those that don't even try. Those who don't have to change depending on what situation they feel they're in, and those that don't have to change because they think people will think differently about them. And especially those that exhibit fullness and consistency of character. Those who take everything life throws at them, with open arms, the good and the bad. Those who don't catch onto trends just because everybody else is doing it. Those with original ideas, those with initiative, and courage. Those who know that life is more than the things you do for yourself, more than the things you own, and more than what other people say about you.
Those are true friends. Those are the ones that deserve and warrant respect.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
More Ridiculous English
Now in it’s second year, the (Music) Series is an intrical part of the cultural fabric of the (region), and takes place on selected Sunday afternoons within the stunning hand‐rendered walls of the (location) , approximately 50 minutes from (place).
Since when was "intrical" a word?!
I would have groaned less and probably laughed if it was, instead, "inextricably linked".
Is it supposed to mean 'integral'? Combine 'intimate' and something else?!
Please explain.
Since when was "intrical" a word?!
I would have groaned less and probably laughed if it was, instead, "inextricably linked".
Is it supposed to mean 'integral'? Combine 'intimate' and something else?!
Please explain.
much happier note
That's the intention anyway.
Sorry if anybody felt really down after reading my last post. Hopefully this won't be so depressing. Well, sad is probably the better word.
Home was fantastic - I had a really good time just relaxing and the like. I didn't get any more work than in a normal uni week, which meant that the study/homework load was just spread out over two weeks rather than one, which was nice. So, I studied and did homework. I slept a little bit. I facebooked (hehe). I didn't watch that much TV. I practiced. I hung out with family. It was nice. We had a family & friends dinner on Easter Sunday, which was very yummy! So much good food, so much food in general. It was good to see some friends after a while. Apart from that, I did little else socially. I went out for lunch with a friend at UniClub, which was pretty darn swanky (and very pretty in general!), and then for a Dress Rehearsal of the WA Opera's production of "The Magic Flute". Thankfully over the summer, I had watched a DVD of the Met production of the same opera, so I knew what the story was about. For some reason, it was sung in German (the original language) but the dialogue was in English. I was a bit disappointed with that - I do enjoy listening to the German...
The actual production side of things I did enjoy - they used the stage effectively, the costumes were quite good, and the acting was quite good. However, musically I was left a little wanting. The Queen of the Night aria (yes, THAT famous one) was out of time (she had little sense of rhythm in general), it was mis-pitched and out of tune, and a little strained, without consideration of a character. Sarastro was well portrayed, and presented a very rich bass sound. Tamino was sung with good expression, as too as Pamina. Papageno was most humorous, and was well-played, with completeness of character in acting and singing; Papagena too was well portrayed. The Chorus was well-prepared; particular mention must be made of the tenors, who were especially expressive. One particular Chorus member, who played the role of one of the guards (the tenor) was particularly beautiful, and seriously underrated! Kudos to him! The three boys were adorable, and very cute hehe!
There was some great playing from the orchestra, in particular, the woodwinds. The strings, I think, lacked a little body and vibrancy at times.
Anyway, that was my brief review... Sorry to slip into review mode there.....
My aunt and uncle came back from India during the week, so I caught up with them (I barely get to see them during the year, with me being over here, and them travelling for a fairly sizeable proportion of the year). Had lunch with them, which was nice; then went to the market, did some errands, and then it was time to pack.
So, uni has started, and I've hit the ground running. But I don't suppose anybody would have thought differently?
I took a red-eye flight back over on Saturday morning - now I remember why I hate taking that particular time flight again. I saved a bit of money by taking the SkyBus to Spencer St, and then cabbing it home. Cheaper than the cab all the way from the airport by a long shot. I went to bed, intentionally for an hour. However, an hour went past, and I'd already hit snooze a couple of times, and then I finally decided I'd turn it off and get up soon. 'Soon' translated to about two hours later. But I suppose my body really needed it, as I didn't sleep (almost at all!) on the plane. So, running on 3hrs sleep, I had a rehearsal that afternoon, which went quite well. Did stuff in the arvo....then in the evening, did.....more stuff.........and then at about 8pm I decided I was tired, and wasn't going to be any more productive with my time, so went to bed. It was amazing. I haven't slept that much in about 15yrs. A whole 10hrs. M will be so proud of me hehe :P
On Sunday morning, I went for brekkie with a few of the ex-1J girls; it was so nice to catch up, because I'd been away for a week, plus don't get to see two of them very often. I had to go home for another couple of rehearsals that day (Yeah, I know, my life seems to be taken up by rehearsals). They were fun though! The later one included a surprise, which was greatly appreciated :) Then came a funny coincidence and revelation. Well, there were actually two that weekend. It was pretty cool. We played at church that night, which was awesome. We had duelling violins. Hehe :P
Something has been brought to my attention. My 21st (party) is coming up, in 17 days, actually. Eeeek!!!! And, as it's a sit-down dinner event, my suspicion is that it's beginning to resemble the makings of my wedding reception. Okay, people, don't freak out here. But just think about it. There is a fairly sizeable guest list. We're eating dinner. At tables. The room is divided into separate areas. People are making speeches. I dunno, just seems a little too similar. Scary when I think about it, but also amusing. So, don't freak out, this is just the way I like things done. I'm not really one for just the cocktail party. And hey, I like organising things like this. It should be fun; I'm excited, some others have told me they are too. But, as I said to a friend, I believe my role here is to be a social facilitator. Just like that.
Although I haven't organised everything just yet.......hmmm........
Anyway, I have been feeling quite tired for the past couple of days (it may have been because of not enough sleep after I got so excited that I had gotten 10hrs sleep, that I must have decided that those 10hrs could be distributed elsewhere, and getting 10hrs in one go means I don't have to rest for long enough for the next ten years...). So, I think I'm getting sick. This is bad......
Sorry if anybody felt really down after reading my last post. Hopefully this won't be so depressing. Well, sad is probably the better word.
Home was fantastic - I had a really good time just relaxing and the like. I didn't get any more work than in a normal uni week, which meant that the study/homework load was just spread out over two weeks rather than one, which was nice. So, I studied and did homework. I slept a little bit. I facebooked (hehe). I didn't watch that much TV. I practiced. I hung out with family. It was nice. We had a family & friends dinner on Easter Sunday, which was very yummy! So much good food, so much food in general. It was good to see some friends after a while. Apart from that, I did little else socially. I went out for lunch with a friend at UniClub, which was pretty darn swanky (and very pretty in general!), and then for a Dress Rehearsal of the WA Opera's production of "The Magic Flute". Thankfully over the summer, I had watched a DVD of the Met production of the same opera, so I knew what the story was about. For some reason, it was sung in German (the original language) but the dialogue was in English. I was a bit disappointed with that - I do enjoy listening to the German...
The actual production side of things I did enjoy - they used the stage effectively, the costumes were quite good, and the acting was quite good. However, musically I was left a little wanting. The Queen of the Night aria (yes, THAT famous one) was out of time (she had little sense of rhythm in general), it was mis-pitched and out of tune, and a little strained, without consideration of a character. Sarastro was well portrayed, and presented a very rich bass sound. Tamino was sung with good expression, as too as Pamina. Papageno was most humorous, and was well-played, with completeness of character in acting and singing; Papagena too was well portrayed. The Chorus was well-prepared; particular mention must be made of the tenors, who were especially expressive. One particular Chorus member, who played the role of one of the guards (the tenor) was particularly beautiful, and seriously underrated! Kudos to him! The three boys were adorable, and very cute hehe!
There was some great playing from the orchestra, in particular, the woodwinds. The strings, I think, lacked a little body and vibrancy at times.
Anyway, that was my brief review... Sorry to slip into review mode there.....
My aunt and uncle came back from India during the week, so I caught up with them (I barely get to see them during the year, with me being over here, and them travelling for a fairly sizeable proportion of the year). Had lunch with them, which was nice; then went to the market, did some errands, and then it was time to pack.
So, uni has started, and I've hit the ground running. But I don't suppose anybody would have thought differently?
I took a red-eye flight back over on Saturday morning - now I remember why I hate taking that particular time flight again. I saved a bit of money by taking the SkyBus to Spencer St, and then cabbing it home. Cheaper than the cab all the way from the airport by a long shot. I went to bed, intentionally for an hour. However, an hour went past, and I'd already hit snooze a couple of times, and then I finally decided I'd turn it off and get up soon. 'Soon' translated to about two hours later. But I suppose my body really needed it, as I didn't sleep (almost at all!) on the plane. So, running on 3hrs sleep, I had a rehearsal that afternoon, which went quite well. Did stuff in the arvo....then in the evening, did.....more stuff.........and then at about 8pm I decided I was tired, and wasn't going to be any more productive with my time, so went to bed. It was amazing. I haven't slept that much in about 15yrs. A whole 10hrs. M will be so proud of me hehe :P
On Sunday morning, I went for brekkie with a few of the ex-1J girls; it was so nice to catch up, because I'd been away for a week, plus don't get to see two of them very often. I had to go home for another couple of rehearsals that day (Yeah, I know, my life seems to be taken up by rehearsals). They were fun though! The later one included a surprise, which was greatly appreciated :) Then came a funny coincidence and revelation. Well, there were actually two that weekend. It was pretty cool. We played at church that night, which was awesome. We had duelling violins. Hehe :P
Something has been brought to my attention. My 21st (party) is coming up, in 17 days, actually. Eeeek!!!! And, as it's a sit-down dinner event, my suspicion is that it's beginning to resemble the makings of my wedding reception. Okay, people, don't freak out here. But just think about it. There is a fairly sizeable guest list. We're eating dinner. At tables. The room is divided into separate areas. People are making speeches. I dunno, just seems a little too similar. Scary when I think about it, but also amusing. So, don't freak out, this is just the way I like things done. I'm not really one for just the cocktail party. And hey, I like organising things like this. It should be fun; I'm excited, some others have told me they are too. But, as I said to a friend, I believe my role here is to be a social facilitator. Just like that.
Although I haven't organised everything just yet.......hmmm........
Anyway, I have been feeling quite tired for the past couple of days (it may have been because of not enough sleep after I got so excited that I had gotten 10hrs sleep, that I must have decided that those 10hrs could be distributed elsewhere, and getting 10hrs in one go means I don't have to rest for long enough for the next ten years...). So, I think I'm getting sick. This is bad......
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